I don't know what's wrong with me. I want to do new things but something always holds me back. I can't think of anything without starting to tremble; I can't be myself without thinking that I'm not myself. I want to do journaling but I feel like my handwriting isn't perfect. I want to learn about finance and other things, but when I look at my notebooks I feel like none of them are perfect. I feel like there's no place, space, or time to do it, and I'm getting more and more suffocated. I want to be a woman of God again, but I can't open the Bible without feeling like a fraud for no longer being the me of the past. I want to talk to God, but the words get stuck in my throat for no reason. I don't know, can I or can't I?I feel afraid if I even pick up a pen. I don't know what I need, I just want to be free.

I'm texting her parents and not doing well. We were engaged and this is the first person I've let in. Told her everything, never lied. And she discarded me without an explanation and the longer I go the more messed up my head is over this. I can't see past her and she treated me horribly.

I dont think about her anymore i dont look at her social media my life feels better because i know God has a plan for me thank you guys for all the support and love i appreciate yall

Blessings to all, enjoy this beautiful and blessed day. Eat tamales, open the champagne!🫔🍾. Proclaim love and salvation ✝️❤️🎄🍾🎁🫔🍷

So i was dating this girl for 8 months and 5 days ago she left my life and i need to heal how do i forget about her im so done with this love stuff😔