Hello Every One, my legal name is Lorien, but since pronunciation has been butchered plenty of times i try to make it easy and go by Rǐ ēn (but my french neighbor doesn't like to call me NOTHING, so i'm referred to as Riena at times). In my past life i've been licensed as a Registered Nurse specialized in behavioral health taking care of NPC in a locked down unit and was let go for not taking the shot. i’m a mother of 4 sons and 1 daughter had been confined for 8 hours in jail due to Domestic Violence although i had called 911 while pregnant for the 6th time by a challenging dolt of an ex that chooses to vaccinate our boys and little girl. i started to wake up after miscarriage and expected my rainbow baby when no doctor was willing to take on this 3rd birth unless they’d open/cut me up even though i had a successful VBAC. Looked into unassisted birth but w/ an unsupported ex-spouse who has a misaligned value system as i’ve been labelled as a whack/weirdo. i’ve been questioning my rebel-ness ways esp under the Catholic BS . i had truly believed in the good of mankind, but that had backfired as i had gotten pushed over/strangled by my wasband’s brother who was an ex-cop. My alternative granola/crunchy momma lifestyle had gotten me in trouble esp in their court when i had said i practice prolonged breastfeeding and express my wish to do so w/ my DD till she was 7 as i did what i can to homeschool as a single mother and judge ordered psych eval as i had shown up as pro se after going through 5 attorney-at-law in a span of 9 yrs almost the length of our marriage. So far, i'm enjoying the course as i try to embody all the info on here. My question is: am i to join the suggested communities on the right hand side?