Good morning campers hope everyone is having a great start ⭐️ Not quite perfect here, I spent the evening back in the hosp with some strong signs that the infection is back. 👎🏼 But I did meet two lovely ladies who happened to know a couple that I planned a wedding for a few years back so that was lovely 🤗 I have little tired eyes as I’ve been having scans and tests through the night, it’s likely I will need another surgery and this time take some skull bone away permanently 😱 It’s been a little extra tough as my kids have a a lot going on this week which they need me for and I’ve been here alone mum would normally come but for now she can’t as both my parents have a case of the flu. I had a cry and a wobble then had to tell myself this is for a reason. I got my book out and got recentred. I’m nearly finished this one So at least I’ll get that done whilst I wait today 📕 I’ll find out for sure soon but if you don’t hear from me for a couple of days then everything sped up and I’ve gone down and I’ll be excited to check back on here when I’m able too 📲 I’m sure the universe is working for me not against me and the reason will come to light eventually for now I just have to keep hope and faith and surrender to the medic team 🤞 No tea and toast this morning as I’m nil by mouth but those tea and toast morning chats will be making a come back, I’m manifesting the lovely gentleman who always gave me strawberry jam instead of blackcurrant 🙌🏼😂☕️ Just remembered I didn’t show you these latest purchases on Friday, but body of knowledge cards give you exercises based on emotions etc to do and positive cards come with a stand and you can pull a card a day and then have it on the stand both from amazing. Lots of love to you all keep smashing it ⭐️❤️⭐️

I’ve been quite on here as the past week my head has been scrambled.. still don’t know what caused my feelings but I definitely see light in the days now.. my thoughts have pretty much felt like the image below. Turning a new month has made me focus on what my goals are for this month to be another step closer to my 25 goals in 25. As I look forward I think it’s also a good time to look back and reflect on the month gone, what I achieved and what didn’t quite work out. I’ve lots to look forward to this month.. 1.starting my new placement 2.My friends hen do in Sheffield 3.catching up with a former colleague in half term 4.seeing Kinky Boots at the theatre My January may have ended low but that energy is not continuing into February.. new month new goals

Hey all.. so sorry i haven’t posted been with the boyfriend. And I thought he had sorted out the internet which he didn’t 🙈.. so Friday was chilled had a take away Saturday went for food with my amazing other half had some amazing food and watched masked singer.. Sunday has been the best day of my life.. my daughter is back where she belongs which gives me more determination to never drink again!. 🩷🩷

Today I was back at uni, though excited to see the rest of the trainee teachers.. something has felt off and I’ve been quiet most of the day. It was our first session back since before Christmas so of course the main question was ‘did you have a good break over the holiday’s?’ I always find this tricky to respond to as I know the majority would of had a great time, and I don’t want anyone to feel sorry for me, that I spent a lot of my two week break alone. Not quite sure what it is as nothing negative has happened but I know something isn’t right. Perhaps I’m begrudging people who show up and not fully engage in the lesson, or waste opportunities to take part in continued professional development offered to them. The one thing that has stood out to me is that not one person has picked up on this or reached out, so an overwhelming feeling of loneliness and not belonging has showered me today. I’m not quite sure why I have decided to share this.. but if there’s one thing I know from this community is that we are all in this together.

I read somewhere today that we are 7% into the year 2025 already.. as a mathematician this shocked me as we are only on 26th January.. so I had to check it was correct For some 7% might not seem a lot.. but for me.. if 7% is 26 days.. we will soon be at 100%. Now I’m not wishing for the time to go away, I feel as this is the last weekend in January it’s a good time to reflect. Would love to hear what you have accomplished so far… What has been your 7%?