I am kind of dependent on looks for confidence? so if I look nice I would have confidence and if I don't then I don't. I also want to start gym because I see my friends having great bodies and it makes me feel behind. I also have social aniexty for some reason? I find being alone is better sometimes. I am still 16 years old so I hope to fix those as my goal this year. and be a little more optimistic

@Ionathan Bodnari i think thats why im going to try colder water.

@James OHara I haven't really used any heat products so I don't know why it could be damage. About my hair's porosity, I kind of doubt it because my hair can hold products just fine throughout the days and keep shiny, not super shiny but natural shine, it also has a hard time absorbing water not super hard time but like a hard time so I am guessing medium porosity? Right now I only use leave in conditioner after shower, sometimes I add gel if needed but not always as I don't really wanna choke my hair. It's 3 cm and its starting to wave a bit, After shower immediatly I put in my leave in conditioner to trap water inside and then comb to make sure its spread evenly and everywhere. then I gently glide my hand through which I then see waves starting to form. then I leave it like that. It stays pretty hydrated through out the day with natural shine and volume alone with the leave in conditioner so I havent really needed to use gel yet.

@Solda Fades In my opinion the name is a little long? Maybe Se salt mousse kind of?

@Luca Mantra A buzz cut.

@Luca Mantra Yeah, I am trying to grow it back more healthy because I was ruining it by styling it every day and crazy stuff before I joined here. So I decided to redo to grow more healthier hair.