How do you shine your authentic light brightly without letting your fear get the better of you? I've been in a phase the last couple of weeks where I feel like I've really been speeding up my journey of opening up. I'm becoming more authentic, and I feel much better, I know what my next steps are... The world keeps asking while I'm still a little slow... In the moment I can really feel the right move for me, the right thing to say, feeling a light of authenticity, it feels great, but eventually this other feeling dawns on me, things shrink in and a panic shoots through me, of immense regret, sometimes about things I haven't done yet, but my mind goes to what the aftermath will be, It's like I snap out of whatever deeper feeling moved through me, I now exist in this future potential, and things go a bit cold, I want to close up and simply just not bother at all, I don't want to stand out, I don't want to create conflict, I don't want to stand in that uncomfortable spot, Am I afraid others will challenge me for what I stand for? that they will argue with me, send me their "attacks" All while I feel I can't exist, be seen, felt or accepted? Anyway, How was it for you in those moments after you really chose to start being more authentic? I know I could do things gently with myself, I know I don't need to do it all at once, I also want to be careful I don't use that to hold myself back, because it's easy when the first step can feel so incredibly uncomfortable. It hit me one day, the fear of taking a leap, be it speaking up - or jumping into the ocean, it's the same feeling, maybe my body is just not used to holding that feeling of the initial "jump", The idea hit me, what if I just spend some time this summer practicing jumping into the ocean? It could help me get used to that feeling.... Of the leap, The deep water makes me feel uncomfortable, so it could work, I don't like that I can't see the bottom, you simply don't know what to expect, this great unknown catching you,

Not because it was shameful. Because I did not have words for it yet. And I think that is where most of us live, in the space between what we feel and what we know how to say. So I want to try something here. I want to ask you one question and I want you to answer it as honestly as you can. Not the polished version. Not the version that makes you sound spiritually evolved. The real one. Here it is: When did you first learn that showing how you really felt was not safe? Maybe it was a parent who went quiet when you cried. Maybe it was a relationship where your honesty pushed someone away. Maybe you cannot even remember, you just know that somewhere along the way you started editing yourself before anyone else could. That moment, whatever it was for you, is not ancient history. It is running your connections right now. It is the reason you ghost instead of speak. It is the reason you stay instead of leave. It is the reason you pour everything into someone who gives you almost nothing back and call it destiny. I am not here to fix that in a post. I am here to say that the fact that you can feel it means it is ready to move. Drop one word in the comments that describes what you feel when you think about being fully seen by another person. Just one word. Let’s start there. 🙏 Lee

https://clarkkent07.wordpress.com/2026/05/06/twin-flame-separation-begins-in-the-body-not-with-them/ In this deep powerful post you will read through and feel in your body as you do.. the truth will be felt not thought about... Lee

In the new blog from Lee speaks to how deep this is within you and how to heal it to the root... Love anyway! Lee https://clarkkent07.wordpress.com/2026/04/27/twin-flame-separation-why-the-runner-chaser-cycle-never-ends-until-you-fix-this/

IM QUITE FRANKLY OVER IT ! It stresses, it causes worry, it makes us all crazy when we cant get there or be there " ON TIME" I was listening to this song this morning and got MAD at time lol ..... I, pretty sure IM GOING TO BREAK UP WITH IT.