Good morning all :> It was hard to keep up with all the breathing this session, especially as I hit my limit on what my nose could handle during practice, and there were so many physical energies wanting to be processed all the time during the ceremony. Amongst things, I had a quite a clear view of sitting 'at' an aya ceremony, somewhere with lots of nature, like Costa Rica, - something I haven't done yet in this life - I was being guided through the different spaces at the centre, after at some point I was doing a group session where it felt like I had Pattie and Vic as part of the ceremony and I was spacing deeply into myself, like I kept losing consciousness during 'that' session, and I was losing control of my body 'there', and I felt lot's of disappointment from myself or others about the whole schpiel. Kind of an intense awakening experience, felt a ton of fatigue and sensitivity the 2 days after and I'm still slowly getting to a different normal, though it get's paired with slightly more anxiety and now some headaches - I feel I wasn't fully prepared for the session because of circumstances. I am highly enthusiastic about deepening this experience and figuring out more about what's going on and about other's comments around here,