Hello bro ! What does hold me back ? The gooning because I am medically diagnosed with hypers*xuality (ICD-11 : 6C72 Compulsive sexual behaviour disorder) ! And I am fu*king fed up about that !
@Elton Correa Thank you for your kind words, and I don’t believe in God. If you ever knew… the urges. They aren’t even coming in a few seconds, they come in not even a second ! Hence my disease that I want to get rid of !