Confusion along our path is less a sign of not knowing what to do & more a sign of not being able (or not wanting) to perceive the answers within the information already being revealed to us. The way forward is not withholding itself from you, it’s waiting for you to recognize it. That same situation you’re struggling to figure out—your higher self already overcame. The same fear you keep running from, your inner teen has the courage to overcome. That same wound you keep licking, your inner child already let go. Instead of just asking them, you’ve been crying you don’t know. Confusion is an invitation to perceive your situation from a different aspect of your consciousness. You at your current age, space, & time don’t need to have all the answers. & won’t have them. But you can receive the clarity through connecting to another part of yourself who does—& this extends beyond your life in this body. This is what we practice in premium & vip. Reflect: What’s one question or topic I can ask either my inner child, teen, or higher self about, to give me a new perspective on something I’ve been dealing with?

Knowing oneself is the medicine. The issue is, what most people know or accept as “themself”, is actually just a culmination of voices which represent thousands of years of programming and fear. What most of us consider our own voice, actually tends to be the voices of entities, wounds, and parasites. Who would we be without all of these influences? What would the voice in our heads even sound like? What kind of thoughts would we actually be able to have? What kind of things would we actually like? What kind of things would we actually feel called to create or express? How would we actually connect with one another? I feel we truly do not understand the extent to which we identify with things that are not actually of ourself. How many people have really heard their true voice, have really experienced their true nature, have really met their truest self without distortion? The process to doing so is not easy. The process of stripping oneself naked of all that is not oneself, requires the highest level of devotion. There is nothing easy about doing this. In fact this pursuit is quite maddening. The further we journey towards such discovery, the harder it is to understand, define, & conceptualize ourselves/experiences/beliefs through the frameworks we have always relied upon. Without this, what becomes our frame of reference? Nature, the ancestors, the spirit perhaps. Perhaps the original intelligence that’s been here all along, expressed without word, but through sacred images, silences, feelings, & knowings. I believe the truest, fullest expression of who we can be is still beyond even our wildest imaginations. But I believe we & the earth are on our way to discovering this.

Every leaf will fall eventually, each at its own pace. There may be certain areas in your life where you are thriving and other areas in your life that you feel are delayed. Nevertheless, you are still right on time. The leaves of a tree do not all change color at once. Some branches may be full of brown leaves, some branches may be full of red, some may even still be green while others are beginning to fall— it is the same regarding the different parts of yourself. You will not be ready across every area of your life for change all at once. Allow this fall season to be about cultivating the conditions necessary for release versus trying to force endings. The body cannot release, will not release, as long as it does not feel safe. So if you have been struggling to let go of something whether an identity, a habit, a story, a feeling, it’s because you have not cultivated an deep enough sense of safety within. Fall is the time to slow down, go inward, to reflect, to get silent, to understand what allows you to feel safe and nourished. Cycles do not close through force or even through intention, they close through alignment, through completion. Letting go is allowed to feel gentle. A natural ending when honored timely, feels soft. Like the only next course of action available. What if letting go could feel as soft as the way the leaf falls from the branch to the ground? I believe it can, if our sense of safety and trust is strong enough. The ground is from where the leaf originated from. The ground is what the leaf spent its entire life being supported by, uplifted by. So why would the leaf be afraid of simply returning home to it? Likewise, every time we let go, we are simply returning parts of us back to from where they came. There is no loss, only recycling, transmuting, alchemizing. Eventually the leaf and all of the lived experience & wisdom it gathered before falling off the branch, becomes one again with the soil and becomes food for the same tree to grow new leaves. This is integration. Nature doesn’t waste. Nor will any part of ourselves be wasted either.

Hello Beautiful Souls! My name is Sah’Rah Ma’at and I am honored to be here in this space. I work in the field of energy, wellness, and grief tendering. I was called to this space because I resonate with the overall message of the integration of death while we are still alive. Dying is the gift that life offers us. If we are blessed, we will all experience grief and death as a sacred teacher. Each day we are all dying and being reborn in someway because from one moment to another, we are not the same. I look forward to being in this space/community with like minded people as I learn and grow on this ever evolving path of life.💜

I’m so excited for our upcoming workshop this Sunday 8am EST. This experience will be focused on transmuting a very specific shadow: DOUBT. As talked about last Sunday, shadows are living characters within our subconscious. As preparation for this workshop I invite you to watch this video. Not necessary, but it is one of my all time favs because it is so fascinating as it goes deeper into unpacking how shadows actually operate, as well as, how we learn the wisdom they have to offer. Sunday will be quite the journey 🤩 let me know if I’ll be seeing you there! https://youtu.be/rRVlWEwmbfQ?si=1SZq0CFTYDaOMAOC