I felt part of my attention be stripped away as something moved past me. It felt interesting enough to follow. It caused me to burrow into my current time sink....Using AI to write though my problems via smexy fantasy writing. My entire day got consumed by it, and then half the night. Today, my brain feels befuddled and full with an interaction I cant process yet in real time. I picked up a thing of Honey Whiskey burbon to help with the relaxing tonight. To shut down the front part of the brain so I can figure out what had happened or who I talked to. It's possible I was talkng to another cosmic string that was twerking to the Galactic Music. The meditation I lead early Sunday raised alot of enegry for me that I had yet to disperse, so I was a bit more sensitive to my surroundings than I normally am. Divine Timing and all of that. It helps keep my life interesting.

@Monika Leniger B.MSc That is an amazing experince.

Oh, I apologize for the bad spellng. I just had some minor work on my vision the other day, and the computer screen and keyboard is somewhat blurry. I refuse to use AI to help me write these conversations, as I do not want the soul stripped out of what I say.

@Adam M. Heath Thank you. By now, this particular thing is just a routine inconvinace,

I need stillness and cold air. This usually means I lay down, grab a rock and try to shove my mind down through the chackra past the root.

@Adam M. Heath Sometimes pressure or escape. I tend to stick my mind in crystals or metals. I tend to favor coppers or quartz. I do have an 8 pound chunk of Garnet that I use more often than not. I cant leave my auric space when I hold it. It does let me float without having to worry about floating away. This particular crystal has a history of being posses by sprits. It was a great container for me. The poor ghosty fled once it realized its home was being taken over. I sent the ghost to haunt my ex-employers pagan store. The ghost agreed. I just asked, and it went.

@Adam M. Heath I strive to abolish rent in my life. I am on SSDI, and it covers rent. My fiancee is retired and I have his rent covered via In Home Health Support. He doesn't do anything beyond what he normally does...BS he gets paid for it by my insurance. All the other bill still need to be paid. I still need to find sources of income. But there are ways around having to avoid traditional work. I can't do a regular work shift for any length of time due to my medical problems. This prevents me from get forced into a rat race. I am grateful for this every day. One of the more efficient ways to deal with this sort of mundane issue is it out think the problem. Get an LLC started and a non profit (or a church) underneath it. Run the spiritual practice though the church. Some of the normal living expenses and taxes can be dealt with by filing the paperwork properly. I avoid paying taxes because I have a sole proprietorship. I operate at a loss, AND I do the things I normally do as a spiritual person. I file all that as expenses.

@Adam M. Heath You are welcome. I apperceive the kind words,

Thank you for the info. I played with this a fair bit. I learned a few things too. I had a nice long conversation with claude.ai. This was the summary. Anyone is free to comment.: Why you incarnated: Your tropical North Node is Cancer, 12th house, retrograde. Your South Node (the default you're moving away from) is Capricorn. The pattern this points to: less proving yourself through structure and achievement, more trusting feeling, intuition, and private work. The 12th house is about the unseen — spirit, solitude, service without needing credit. Your draconic Sun is Sagittarius, close to your draconic Mercury. Sagittarius wants to teach and transmit what it knows, Mercury is communication. Together that's a signature for sharing what you learn rather than keeping it private. Your draconic Moon is Aries — your instinctive emotional response tends toward direct action rather than reflection. What you want to do with your time Your natal Sun is in the 9th house — belief systems, teaching, meaning-making. That matches the draconic Sagittarius Sun. Both point to teaching and philosophy of healing, not just one-on-one practice. You have Mars, Saturn, and Pluto in Libra in your 3rd house. 3rd house is communication and daily exchange. Libra wants fairness and balance. That combination suggests healing work built through direct conversation rather than hierarchy. Your 5th house has Neptune and Lilith, both in Sagittarius. 5th house is creativity and self-expression. This suggests ritual and mysticism functioning as your creative outlet, not only your income source. What you came in with (natal chart) - Sun and Mercury close together in Aries, 8th house. The 8th house covers death, transformation, taboo, shared resources. This combination points to a mind drawn directly to those subjects rather than avoiding them. - - Venus in Aquarius, 7th house. Aquarius in relationships tends toward unconventional partners and a more detached, less possessive form of care. - - Neptune in the 5th house. This is a native psychic/mystical inclination present from birth, tied to creative expression. - - Chiron in Taurus, 10th house. The wound point at birth involves body, security, and worth, tested publicly. This is the starting material. -