Momentum Call Reflections
Today is the most productive day I’ve had in a while. I woke up early to a morning check in call with Max, cooked a proper breakfast- drank way too much espresso with zero guilt- and dove right into actualizing on the priorities I set for today. As the day transitioned into the late afternoon, I was riding a wave of clarity, sharp focus, and a natural high. Segueing into the call, my energy and expectations for the momentum call were far exceeded by the connection, emotional outpouring, and the rejuvenating reminder that love is our power. Love is everything. Love is leadership. Love is the source, the life force, and sets the course for everything we do. Whether we exist within our home of love or not will determine the trajectory for each work day, for our businesses, for our relationships, and even our mundane trips to the grocery store. I had a heart wrenching realization on the phone with Trevor following our Momentum call… I have been placing a condition on the love I show to my family. I feel shame, but also joy that I’ve become aware of this. I had no choice but to allow myself to cry and release the negative force of the devil that’s been outwitting me for so long. For context; my family is very traditional, very conservative, and very religious. I am none of the above. In between that is where our thought patterns, our value systems, and our mindsets collide with the same tenacity as a pair of giraffes slamming their necks against each other. The condition I have been placing on my deep, radical, unrestrained love was that they come to understand/agree with me and the life I am building. Today, I’ve realized that this form of conditional, selfish, and short sighted love is not in alignment with the highest version of me and the man I’m transforming into. I realized that I’ve been doing this subconsciously, but I will never again allow myself to stoop to that level. Do I wish my family and I could see eye to eye? Absolutely. But these differences can never again stand in between me and the connection I know is possible with my Dad, my brother, and the rest of my relatives who still wonder when I’m coming home for good.