I lift my entire childhood teenage years and a little bit of my adult life and nothing but fear believing that I would never get a choice of my own at least not one that God wants for me until God stepped in shut the door on the people that was controlling and manipulating me and open a door to people that are for me instead of against me and you know even though the people that God closed the door on are against it I'm for it and if they're against God they're against me!

@Thomas Orms father God knows it's not easy not even just a little, and sometimes it feels like I'm still building brick by brick and whenever I feel like a brick is starting to crumble I have to replace it with a new one that's what it feels like and that happens more often than I ever thought that's why sometimes the words come to me telling me it's not something that you cure something that you can point to and stop a lot of times it's an ongoing maintenance, But just because it's not curable doesn't mean it's not treatable that is where the lifelong journey begins accepting that it's not something you can cure but it is something that can be treated ✝️ And I will share this one last little tip I realized from God getting connected is important but so is finding the right connections and the certain connections that have the right mindset, someone could say that they are a Christian they believe in Jesus but they don't respect your boundaries just a little tip for me that's why it's important to find the right connections with the right mindsets amen ✝️💓

@Thomas Orms and one last thing I will say even though I'm not a therapist possibly far from it I just see what I see and have a little bit of experience from what I've been through