Just got a new job recently and it really threw me off my grind these first few weeks. With the Lord, my diet/workouts, prayer, reading my Bible, everything. I guess it was the schedule change and being tired after I get home. But I can't keep goin on like this, I'm deciding today by writing this, I'm locking back in for God and everyone. I gotta get back in that desert like Jesus did and battle temptations. It's gonna be hard, but my joy can wait. It's either pain now or pain later. I gotta shrug off my all my past mishaps and stop holding onto all this guilt. Imma make this season of my life public so y'all can hold me accountable. I've been gone awhile from here too but I'll start interacting again in the community. God bless you all and I pray he gives us the strength to overcome these trials.