LFG!!🙌

Yes it is triggering. While I understand that this isnt the case for many, it very much is a money problem for some. Single mom, 3 kids, two accounts in the negative and sitting a 481 credit score. Trust me if I had a card to max out I have no problem doing so! In April my score was mid 700s. I took out a loan, bought a laptop, headset, web cam and desk. I also had three months of coaching. We figured it wouldnt take me more than 60-90 days to land an offer, and it would be paid off really quick. Three months in my mentor who id been working with 4-5 nights a week began cancelling our zooms. Then in july one day he said he was in the hospital, told me to start applying to offers. He didnt respond to my messages asking if he was ok but a week later sends me a link to a closer offer. He has ghosted me since. I have been applying to offers since then and roleplaying with a friend. I owe 4500 in home expenses in 2 days. Including my property taxes, which im clearly not going to have. Im working the max hours i can. If im not sleeping, showering, shitting, or driving my kids to and from school I am in my car trying to get runs. Im a gig driver on multiple apps in a very oversaturated region, which two years ago was a very lucrative area, as far as gig work. I have reached out to many people for advice even to see if maybe people have ideas to come up with funds that I haven't thought of. I have nothing left to sell lmao. But so far I've only encountered pitch after pitch. Ive asked friends and family members for a loan, they tell me they don't have it.. even though my friend just got a 500k settlement in June from personal injury suit. If you have any ideas Im all ears! If I had access to it, I would drop 5-10k immediately for another program. As far as the job board, yeah I could probably come up with it in a week or 2 if I really tried and we went without some meals.. but my objection is why would these offers be any different than the offers everywhere else? So far, they ghost me when they hear I dont have sales on my resume and im looking for my first offer. Even though they claim they want coachable and hungry ppl who have been trained. Im starving, desperate to learn as much as possible and I've had about 40hours of 1:1 training by someone who was trained by closers io and has sold 5mil.

@Garrett Croll thank you, Im an open book, have nothing to lose at this point lol. I appreciate it. I apologize if i sound bish, I'm just frustrated

Facts! The journey has been quite humbling to say the least! But its only motivated me to work harder. Appreciate your blunt honesty, wish more people were this straightforward.