Hello everybody lovely people 🥰 And so the answer to that question 🤭 No no no I absolutely lovit here! I LOVE YOU GUYS 🤗 and missed you all so much 🥹 And no not another depression thank God for that. Just that I found out not long after I came back in here that I CAN move now and needed to start with the process of looking for a place. So got bz seeing numerous homes FINALLY found a home (whew 😥 Not easy doing this all by yourself.) Lots of move out paperwork 🥵 THEN I had to research what organization out there can help me with my 1st month deposit (finally found it but haven’t gotten it yet NOT until next week as they said it’sa process) meanwhile finding boxes, packing and not done yet but ALMOST there. Oh and the place I’m moving to has a huge weight room LOTS of exercise equipment I NEED THAT because I only have 5lb weights 😁😆 and can’t afford to buy higher weights. BUT… I’m worried that I’ll be too lazy to go to the weight room to exercise since I got used to exercising at home 🤦🏽♀️ Good news is that this place this forum THIS home of ours ahem talking about this site im blogging in YES Vegan Squad Community we have in here staff that absolutely LOVE to help us when we we need such help and after I get moved in and well finally settled in comfortably I’m begging you please please please please PLEASE someone or many of you Idc PLEASE motivate me 🙏🏽 to go out of my comfort zone to exercise please do what you need to do push me come over and carry me to the gym (😆) IDC I seriously need your help with that 😣