I thought I had given enough fair warning that Friday’s social hours would be hit or miss for me (unless I’ve heavily packed the socials with special guest offerings that require advertisement and social coordination with the guest), but yesterday I was especially unorganized; it was originally slated as a Book Club I never got to picking a book for, but to boot, I kept thinking it was Thursday all day, and then was knee-deep in chicken pot pie when I opened my phone and my own SKOOL told me the LIVE was live… A quick assessment of my surroundings and escapability told me I was obviously (divinely?) meant to miss this one. And as I mentioned previously, I was otherwise comforted by the fact that I had already warned I would probably miss some of these, despite then making them more action-packed on the schedule lol… I apologize if this was disappointing for you or if you made extra efforts to be in my presence, specifically, but I would like to maintain this boundary and this allowance for myself. I share a ton about the ridiculousness that is walking my life, but yall have no actual clue… lol. The instagram is the least of my spiritual warfare. I’m sure I will share all aspects at some point but it just feels truly unfair sometimes. There is not a single front for which I am not fully engaged in battle, and yet I’m still doing everything I can to stay grounded and present and loving for my kids… it’s a full time job in every single perpetual now moment. I’m being chiseled and honed by that asshole Pluto… gratitude you mf 🙏 I am, however, re-oriented to time (with my 2am heartburn wake-up call and a fresh bentonite clay water on the rocks, bartender) and planning for a big educational Zoom on Sunday with Corrie (definitely taking up a ton of brain space!!), and then will probably need to adjust some things if there is too much pressure for me to be present in October… I’m officially waddling, and with shorter days and longer nights, the bedtime routines come quicker (we actually love winter for this reason lol, but it makes the 6pm window a little more difficult for me). I was assured last time I missed that just having the link posted would be good to allow you all to still gather without me… Do you all still want this? Or should I plan to just create Zooms that I can personally commit to? In which case I’m not sure me and this particular time slot are friends right now… It’s a rough hour to ditch the husband to do all the things after a long (short) day with 4 almost 5 feral wildlings (hoping for a Sagittarius this time, fyi).

Can someone please share the link for tonights call? For some reason I do not have it in my in box. Cheers!

I did not get a link to tonights zoom meeting.