For authors, we start calling ourselves authors. Authors write. You can have authors that write stuff that others don't appreciate, but that isn't the point. If you write, whether there is enjoyment or not. Whether there is success or not, you are an author. Even if you don't publish, you are an author because you wrote something. I feel the same way about artists. If you create art, then you are an artist. Some people pay millions of dollars for stuff that some would say looks like a baby was playing with paint. Stop judging already. Get out of your head. You can draw. You can paint. As long as you are attempting it, then you are doing it. Just because you haven't had success yet or someone who does not enjoy your art tells you something bad does not mean you aren't good at it. You just need to find your people, and nowadays it's easier to do that than in the past. It's not easy, but it is eas-ier. Anyway, if anyone wants me to get on my soapbox again about how they should believe in themselves, let me know; for now, I will step off of it.