Can I vent for a moment? Be 100% real? I felt like giving up. I've been applying for jobs in the gaming industry for roughly two years now, and radio silence. Sometimes I would get a response, and other times not. I built a portfolio (now being reworked), a CV, and revamped my LinkedIn, and still nothing. I feel like I'm doing something wrong, but in reality, I'm probably not. I felt like going back to school was the only solution, but school costs a lot of money, and time I can't afford. Since I have no educational background for the industry (other then being self-taught), I know getting in is harder. It took about two years to get into the healthcare field, but healthcare isn't what I want. I want to share my stories with the world. I want to watch them come to life. I want to see people enjoying them. I start a new job at another hospital this week. It's not a job I want. I know what I want. It just feels so far away. Now, note: I said felt earlier. I am not the type to give in so lightly. I'll keep going, keep applying, and keep working until I get to where I want to be. I'm just tired, and needed to get these feels out.

I forgot to share these! Any car people in the house? Many moons ago, I was given some great advice on concept art and design, and that was “to keep your brain moving, and your skills sharp, practice designing things you hate drawing.” For me that was cars. I couldn’t stand to draw them, and I’ll admit, I was horrible at it. However, this practice has helped me shape my art style, and creative process over the years. I have also gotten better at drawing cars 😅 Anyway. I present to you a reimagined Mach 5 and two PT Cruisers.

Most of you know I stepped away for a couple of weeks. My kid had surgery, so family had to come first for a bit. Thankfully everything went well and we’re on the other side of it now. So it’s time to get this place moving again. While I’ve been away the industry hasn’t exactly improved. Layoffs still happening. Talented devs still getting ghosted. People still stuck in the classic “no experience, no job” loop. Which is exactly why this community exists. Not for fluff. Not for empty motivation posts. But to actually help game devs get work. So I’m back to doing what this space was meant for (including but not limited to:) • Job search advice • Opportunities I come across • Helping people break through the hiring wall I wanna know… - one thing that’s been positive over the past few weeks - And something that hasn’t gone so well… Let’s build accountability back and get some people unstuck/back into the industry. Time to press start again. 🎮

Meet Jacob my blind protagonist in my other game project Phoenix Down.

Went for a ink painted style with this.