Yesterday I hopped on a flight from TX to CO to come kick it with some of my Christ Consciousness homies and spend a week creating art and music. On the flight, I pulled a new dragon toy in my pocket and set it beside the apple juice the flight attendant had just handed me. I sat there looking at my dragon and my apple juice and thought, "well, this is not what I anticipated experiencing as a 30-year-old woman." I used to take things so seriously, feeling like there was a "right" way and a "wrong" way, feeling the pressure of fixing everything that was "wrong" with me and holding myself to a ridiculously high standard of being contained and perfectly articulated as an academic, entrepreneur and community leader. While all of this was an important part of the journey, I had lost the play, the wonder, the enchantment. Playing with my dragon and drinking my apple juice, I thought, "Holy shift, I f**ing made it. This is legendary." Turns out, we do "the work" to get here. To become the sanctuary where our inner child can play, create, be silly and be safely contained, witnessed and nurtured by our adult self. Our maturity can either become a guardian of our creativity and play or a prison guard keeping us locked in the cage of how we "should" be. "You must again become like a child to enter the kingdom." I would LOVE to see how your inner child is moving through you this week. . .please share below and include photos! ✨

earlier this week I had a massive activation, the most challenging one I’ve had in years, and thankfully I feel like I’ve been training to be able to move through it this whole time, especially from the work I did in neurosovereignty and in somatic sessions. I had a coding session yesterday to support the transmutation process and have felt so much strength coming online since. The numbness is dissolving just enough for light codes to start to find their way into the cracks. I’m still uncomfortable but ultimately I’m inspired by my own strength and resilience and what spirit is sharing with me. Here is an insight I am having on perfectionsim, in case it resonates with anyone! I’m sure I’ve heard this before, but some things just hit different when you see them internally 🥲 I’m also amazed and how inter connected all of the stories and “wounds” are — even yesterday I wouldn’t have thought my activation had anything to do with this because I was noticing it as the symptom of hypervigalence. At the end of the day everything is really love and fear which is wild (literally 🐅) Anyways, love you all!

Hi Dream Girls! 💭 My name is Tessa Werkman, and 📍I currently live in NY, though I'm originally from the Netherlands. I moved here for a year to be an au pair and take time and space for myself. 🔥 I am passionate about music, philosophy, and creativity. I love to learn and experience new things! 💋 My inner dreamgirl is craving a balance between protecting my energy and pursuing my freedom and wildness 🌊 I am very excited to be part of this group of beautiful and strong women! I feel you will be a safe space for me where I can find my way back to the basics: Love for myself and others. 💞

Great call tonight ladies! Thank you for bringing your wild, raw expressions and the energy ⚡️🌹⚡️

Hi ladies 🌹 I want to put this out there into the field and see if starting a book club feels alive for anyone? Genres of all kinds, maybe meet bi weekly/monthly? Love you 💖