Hi eneryone. Funny this post started on august 31th, it is my birthday.🤗 My name is Elise, 53 years old, I am a french nurse, with a 14 daughter and two cats. I draw and paint (watercolor). I am sensitive, narcissist's daughter, wich let me secure leaning anxious (more anxious in the past, but I improved in therapy). I am here because I have been ghosted by an avoidant last year and still not recovered. I hope to find a way to change my nervous system reactions, because my love life have been a mess and I feel emotionnally exhausted and scared about doing the same pattern again. What weird thing about me ? I have skin picking (dermatillomania) since teenager, but I posed as a photo model to fight my scars complex. Sorry for the bad english, it is not my native langage.