I have no idea how I got this invite in my email maybe fiverr? Idk. Anyway I started with theistic satanism, did a ritual with gremory and ended up meeting someone who is still in my life, albeit not in a way I'd prefer. From there I moved to tarot, and ironically left the left hand path as it were. I'm now comfortably practicing a combination of Christian Gnosticism and magick. Christian mysticism seems to be a better fit than demonolotry. But I have no ill will toward the people that find happiness working with these entities. I just haven't myself, but it has helped with my personal gnosis, so I don't completely regret it

@Nick Creighton Ritual magick, as it were. But instead of working with "demons" (ars goetia entities) which I now believe to be Archons (rulers of the flesh) I work directly with the One, monad, the father. Some call him Abraxas (which ironically is a ars goetia demon. I suspect the ones who persecuted the gnostics had a hand in that) I conducted a ritual recently with them, and it was very intense. As you might imagine. He is a God beyond good and evil, revels in contradictions, but ultimately brings knowledge. My trinity is the father (the one), mother (sophia), and son (christ). Though the gnostics believed jesus's death and the crucifixion had no inherent meaning beyond torture, I still look at christ as a martyr and an overall hero for what humanity can be. And ultimately that is kind. Though this world is a prison, and inherently wrong, I still believe I should strive to be kind in it, as well as understanding. I apologize for the many many parenthesis, and what probably seems like psycho babel. But this is probably the best I can explain it