Small, relentless steps into the dark
I'm not much of a new years resolutions guy, but I do like to the collective prolonged meditation on how bizarre and plot-twisty time has been for us. 365 days feels rather arbitrary if you were new to earth and didn't know that was a 'year.' And especially being in a different country with different seasons, it feels altogether irrelevant. It's another day, another opportunity. Simple. Are you inspired by your own goals or not? Are you optimally running from your anti-vision and drawn towards your ideal life at the same time? Are you being silly because you CAN!? My one small tweak of mind aside from 'How can I be courageous?' Is 'How can i rip the bandaid off?' Sometimes we can still dance around something, but if there was a 1-5second way to deliver what I could try to delicately do in 5 minutes... how different would i sound? How much more clear would i be? It may be at the cost of gentleness to be significantly more blunt, but anybody who knows my character, values and way i appreciate them will already know the bluntness is to value and deepen connection. It's also opposing my perfectionism. So many of my crafts - writing, music, is slow, diligent tweaks. But imperfect and unapologetic raw expression has its merit as well. A season of momentum. Small, relentless steps forward. Even if i am literally blind. I am dragging forward to see into the fog in the direction I deem to be worth discovering. What momentum do you want to build or sustain? What one sentence or value navigates how you move in the world??