The moment I hesitated in saying no was because I didn't want to inconvenience a family member in preparation of a visit. What showed up was if I didn't have the capacity I would negatively impact the overall energy during the visit. The truth is although I enjoy the anticipation of the visit, certain boundaries are best for me AND that too is ok. Also, my next steps are a retreat. Seeing as I had the joy in attending the first couple of ones, I'll keep that in mind LOL. That also means I need time away to recharge on a regular basis.☺️