@Jesse Niall That's what I need. The struggle has been real lately because I'm not refilling the cup, and I'm totally isolating.

@Jesse Niall It's a repair that I'm sure I can do, but I haven't had the confidence. I moved in almost a year ago and haven't had running water yet. The day I filled the tank (after weeks of setting up the plumbing system) it leaked and I had to remove it. When I decided on bus life I swore that the ONE THING I wouldn't sacrifice is daily hot showers. They help me a ton with anxiety. But here I am without running water, and certainly no running hot water, for almost a year. Totally stuck. 😫

@Jesse Niall Yes, I know what it takes. Now it’s the time to do it, and I just don’t have it now unfortunately.

Thanks for this! I’m feeling like a huge failure today. But a win for me today: I talked to a cousin this morning after several years of no contact.

Wall of Awful and Burnout are my jam. Or not my jam actually. But you know what I mean.

@Jesse Niall I have done (and at least a few times per month still do) many guided mediations over video, and for me it’s just as effective. The difference is that in a group setting I can typically feel the energies of the others in the room, and that doesn’t happen as intensely (or at all) on video. I have strong childhood trauma that required masking from age 10, and so it’s possible that some of the masking is actually attributable to ADHD. I’ve been on a guided shadow work journey with a coven of others doing the same deep work and have recently spent meditative time with my inner child. All that to say I’m super interested in guided meditation work.

@Jesse Niall So many things to ponder now.