Procrastination – A Detailed Analysis of the Paradigm's Main Weapon 🕰️
Procrastination is the main weapon used by the Paradigm in its battle against our intent to change it. It’s another sign that the Paradigm controls all three centers – intellectual, emotional, and physical. Procrastination takes hold through the laziness of the intellectual center 🧠, emotional apathy caused by the fear of change 💔, and the inertia of the motor center (the body) 🏃♂️. The change has already begun in the intellectual center. That’s the "Y factor" – the birth of new ideas 💡. For example, I wanted to create this program in English. The work required time, organization, and knowledge – none of which I had at the start. I didn’t have the time to quickly produce a comprehensive program. I didn’t know the software I had to use for its creation and had to learn them as I went. 📚 I felt this was completely new territory for me. For years, I’ve trusted and followed my intuition 🌟, but I wasn’t aware of the internal resistance I would face – resistance that stretched over days of unproductive work. There were episodes where, for 5 or 6 days, I had the project open on my computer, but I didn’t prepare a single slide. The knowledge was there, locked away by the Paradigm, unused 🔒. I was doing everything except making slides for the program. Instead of working, I would find a new book and read it for 3 or 4 hours. Then, I’d watch an interesting video on YouTube on the same topic. Or I’d play chess. ♟️ The Paradigm kept coming up with various excuses to do anything but the task at hand. I knew all of this. I saw the resistance, I observed the Paradigm and its laziness. It was a tug-of-war between me and the Paradigm, stretching over months, with daily attacks of regret, self-judgment, and guilt. These emotions were sent by the Paradigm to crush my intent. 🧗♂️ I knew that without introducing a conscious shock to the system, I would never finish what I had started. So, I pushed through using my Matrix exercises, which I had set for myself – even though they were painful. I fought against myself daily. 💪