For the last 24 hours I have felt this deep sorrow hit me. I want to cry frequently and I have cried quite often the last 24 hrs. When I cry it’s like my whole being is sobbing from the deepest parts of me. There’s some personal stuff there but it also feels bigger than me. I am about to have a nap and really be still with God about it but I didn’t know if anyone else was feeling this way the last 24 hrs too?

(Feel free to comment your prayer requests for today down in the comment section) I have been anxious all day today. My heart has been racing due to how stressed I feel in this current season I am in. I know my heart is healthy but it’s so heavy. I feel very overwhelmed and yet God tells me to just wait on Him. I know He is sustaining me but this is just awful 😔 There’s NO sign of reprieve and now Abba asked me today if He has permission to reveal something to me and I was like Yes but NOW WHAT!?? My brain feels like it wants to explode and my heart just wants to cry.

I think the next few weeks I may be working on the notes for some new videos I want to upload on here. I have written down the video ideas you guys have already shared with me in another post 🙌🏼 If you have any other video ideas you want me to do soon…comment them below and I am going to prayerfully work away at them 🤩

The last few days I have been really struggling mentally. This is something I’ve struggled with for most of my life. But I haven’t felt exactly like this in a little bit…as intense and consistently as it has been. I will worry about being allergic to food I am not actually allergic to. Which then makes my mind spiral and I can become stressed and then I feel gross. Which will reinforce to my mind that I should avoid food I don’t need to avoid. The root is stress and heavily environmental. (My living situation and current lifestyle) I feel out of control and then I try to control in subtle ways like this in my mind. Today it’s been pretty intense. I would really appreciate extra prayers. I think sometimes these flare ups happen in my mind because of spiritual attacks too but it’s heavily mental. Last night felt pretty dark spiritually in this house too…so maybe that contributed to it. I don’t even know. Thankfully Abba reassured me tonight but my mind just feels so tired of these thought processes. I feel like I’ll need to live somewhere else in order to stop feeling this way 😅 new healthier experiences and environments I believe will rewire my brain in a helpful way. Thanks in advance for praying for me ♥️

I hope you are enjoying the courses so far. What other topics would you like me to chat about? Or other questions in general that you’ve always been puzzled by in the faith and in regards to the Bible? Are their other topics other than the common ones that you’d like to know more about? Like more practical topics? Or even deeper spiritual topics? Comment below and I’ll pray into it and see if I can bring clarity to you as God brings me clarity ♥️ I pray you have a GREAT start to the week 🫂