This Mercury retrograde was probably one of the strongest I’ve seen in the last 3 years. Some old generational patterns came to the surface around a rejection wound - the wound of not being fully chosen. I had to sit with it for days. Really work on my nervous system. Because here’s the thing: My mind understands it all. I know logically where it comes from. I can explain it. I can see it clearly. But my nervous system and subconscious mind were working around that original wound. The wound of being abandoned. Rejected. It lived in both of my parents. And therefore, me. Once the wound resurfaced again, I was able to work through it + redirect energy back into myself. Not bypassing it. Not spiritually explaining it away. Actually feeling it, processing it, and releasing it from my nervous system. Each time we get to heal , we go into a deeper layer of the original wound