I’ve always loved his music because he sings from the heart and soul and you can feel it! BUT these two new songs sound pretty spiritual! He’s gone through some stuff and I’m proud of him for writing what he’s feeling! Check them out 🙏🏻😁 P.S. Ladies… He’s single 😉 If you happen to start dating him, tell him you know a drummer who can sing and drum at the same time and I write songs! Thanks in advance 😌😝😂🤣 https://youtu.be/0M1UCYRZAtM?si=n2LHMSXsmO4ukgv- https://youtu.be/euiuNPDHbhA?si=9NoHKbdjAy70Kbv7

I keep having really hard time getting out of a toxic "romantic" relationship, and having so many intense feelings and urges, going back to "try" to a person who just makes me feel so awful about myself, life, and everything in it. I feel like he stuck some sort of evil entity to me, or maybe he just IS one. I had a big shift ache git bout of it, only to try again, almost to spite him, but it's been seriously hurtful the whole time. I knew him as a young teenager, now again from 32-37. I didn't even like him that much, he was a drug addict, and I'd previouly, and since lost importantfriends and a very special my ex-boyfriend to opiates. I never used harder drugs, but he seriously influenced me in getting on them for a couple of years. I hated him, I felt stuck, I almost died. He put me down, I gained weight, he pit me down, he didn't touch me... I don't think anyone in the world would've expected me to be with someone so horrible for so long. He was totally oblivious to how he was acting, except when he wass manipulative, and he would just lie about that. It's like he just wanted to keep me down. Be better than someone. And i knew. Maybe after a couple of weeks - maybe after an hour... but i was so depressed. I had already been depressed with panic attacks for years... but I knew. I don't believe I thought people could just not understand the value of compassion, and therefore just judge others and live below the mail of enlightenment. I thought I could teach him... or... at least he'd be so in love that he would have to face his need for love and compassionin himself and therefore change. It was fun, and stupid, and after two weeks I was hooked in to his manipulative web. I would always worry he would die. I almost died. I finally got off drugs and I'm trying to live my life through light, love, and kindness, and this guy keeps telling me I'm not being responsible, and thinks that I'm "absurd" and "outrageous " to not think everything he says is true. He rejects facts, he rejected me, emotionally, physically, spiritually... every single way he could, but when I asked him, he always SAID he absolutely loved me and wanted to be with me. How can he not see his own behavior? I wonder - is there a good person under there? Can this really be happening? But it keeps happening. I guess i forget how he makes me feel when I think about how I feel about him, which is like he is a real person with real feelings - and surely he will see. Of course he won't keep acting that way.

Woo hoo! Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes!!! 🥳 I feel very loved and feel the energy from all of you! 🙏🏻🥰 Quick little post! You know what I would love from every single one of you? The gift I want is super simple! Are you ready? … … … … Take care of yourself and live your best life! The happier and healthier you are, the longer you’ll be around which means I’ll get to enjoy your company during this journey longer. What more could I want than knowing you’re living your best life? ❤️😍 That’s all! Much love! I’ll respond later! About to hit the road to Wyoming in a little bit! ☺️

I went to a place far beyond space and time I realized I’m so much more than this body and mind Hard to believe I fell under such a simple spell When the only way out was actually deeper into the well No thought, no feeling, no object can ever be “mine” For all of it only belongs to the one and only divine So here I am, surrendering every single moment I can I don’t want to be limited to a label, can’t you see I’m so much more than just a man I’m not saying I’m important even in the slightest My only desire is to add to the planet’s brightness Serve my purpose and help heal the universe The fact I thought I was damaged was my only curse So here I go diving deeper into the unknown Silence is the only way for the truth to be shown One simple fact is one day, none of this body and mind will be mine to borrow anymore Everything belongs to the source, and you’re part of this beautiful force, therefore, my heart is yours 🙏🏻❤️ Much love, Alex 🫶🏻

Recently had a loss in my family to brain cancer. My cousin was a bright bright flower of sunshine to my family. I’m not sure if anyone here has lost anyone that they miss dearly, but if so, you know the feeling when you are called to do something for them. I named a group recently that resonates with bees, And the last time I was at her house maybe a week ago, she pointed up with her finger behind me and was looking up.. and it was a big bumble 🐝 .. I will never forget it.. that was a moment between her and I. I take it as a sign.. I felt very connected to her spirit this day and a day later I saved a bee from the pool and placed it in a flower.. That day she passed. Christine… she loved daisies and she had a beautiful bright smile and an infectious laugh that would brighten any room.. I know that the universe guided each and every one of us together into this school and the tribe. I believe we will make a difference in this world, alongside one another. Here’s to my cousin and here’s to all of you.. 🫶🏻💗🐝