Jesus not dying on the cross is an effing miracle I wonder what his last meal was

Is it crazy to think that doing inner work could be the key to shifting outer circumstances? Recently I put my house in Austin Texas up for sale… I’ve had a shift in values over the last few years and as a result have wanted to own less materialistic things Owning an investment house became mental bandwidth that included finding renters, paying for repairs and high property taxes out here in Texas As a result about 5 months ago I decided… I am going to SELL it and be free of it At the suggestion of the real estate agent I put in about 40K to make it perfect with the intention that it will sell fast and I’d get back what I put in After the repairs and upgrades in February we put it on the market For weeks there was a lot of buzz with it People seeing it saying they liked it, open houses, etc However no offers came through in the first month And to be honest…. The market in Austin has been slow and down for the last few years Was I energetically attracted to it selling and holding energy that was blocking it from selling? If the outer reality is a reflection of the inner, what do I need to shift? In that frustration I was doing some inner reflection and had some big realizations… The way I related to the house was similar emotion to childhood I felt trapped by the house… it felt "not fair" (very similar to childhood energy where I felt stuck with controlling step mom) I bought when the market was growing and then it tanked I felt the burden of the house and that I was STUCK in it And NOW it’s not selling and I still feel trapped I was reading a book one night on healing the inner child and had a huge realization I felt "victim" to the situation. I was carrying the energy of this is happening TO ME The house was a reflection of how I felt about it and how I was showing up I also realized I was waiting to feel free ONCE the house sold So in this awareness I made a choice before falling asleep that night… I am not a victim. I can handle it. I will do what I need to do and be patient. God/the divine can take the wheel

If I blur then then I haven't been breathing

Let me tell you a story, back when I was younger I used to believe that I could never get the results that I wanted in healing trauma. I just had this toxic mindset that really held me back. I remember I would sit down and be on my couch and just overthink stuff. But you know what, that younger version of me all he had to do all he had to do was just do the repetitions, do the work constantly on repeat, and make it consistent by being disciplined. That really is half the battle right there. In this post I just want to tell you that getting results in whatever area of life you care about, like even trauma healing or mental health, is just about repetition. Doing the habits that heal your trauma that are good for your mental health day after day, no matter how you feel. That's what it's all about. Thank you for reading and I hope it was valuable.

The Pope is delivering a message on Artificial Intelligence