That seems like an easy thing to answer but to me it's not. When I first began to paint, I felt more like you. That's actually why I decided to stick to Abstract art. It's freeing to me. Over time, I began to see meanings in my works though and that was really interesting to me. Even if some meanings were small, they were still meanings. I only created to create as a form of therapy after surgery. I'd continue to do so after a seizure, etc. as a way to cope. Some may think that's rather odd but we all have things to deal with in life and we all have dreams. Everyone doesn't have to have a life saving surgery or Epilepsy to have things that they have to deal with in life. I like looking at and figuring out the meaning behind other artists works as well. Creating is a way that we express our dreams. Like many artists though, I usually didn't have a deeper meaning in mind when I created, so where did a deeper meaning come from? Where do our dreams come from?! Today, I actually have more ideas in mind when I create some of my works but the parts that I find most comforting, etc. when it comes to my work today; is when I have figured out a meaning. When I finally get to let that painting, etc. go and move on. I find it beautiful that creating art of all kinds is often a way the unknown helps us to deal with life or to move on. Some may not see it that way but I do...Example: Multiple movies, musicals, songs, etc. are all made for different reasons. The directors, etc. have to have the ability to think clearly enough to put them all together but what power lay beyond that? What power helps guide directors, musicians, painters, sculptors, writers, etc. that we do not see? That even they do not know is there? Many movies, etc. were not created for some deeper meaning, yet many ended up touching others due to a deeper meaning. What if not the unknown is behind that? We never create just to create, we just think we do. I love figuring out those deeper meanings. I've written a book. I hope that's ok? Your post just made me think. 😍