Flying back to Europe from a trip to Cambodia, looking through endless idiotic films on Qatar airways I decided to watch Dr Zivago again , probably the 15th time in my life , it’s a stunning old classic, Carlo Ponti and David Lean at their finest. However after 40 mins I felt quite anxious, unwell … something in the body language of Lara was terrifying and so familiar, she was being abused , and by a close family friend, even with her mothers silent consent…. The look in her eyes ! Well the rest of that long flight I spent fighting the demons of my adolescence…. It’s going to be a rough ride for the next few days…. So just wanted to share this if anyone else gets triggered by such nonsense !