Hello Maureen ! Thanks for creating this community. I wanted to talk about my ex relationship and to receive some advices. I was in a relationship for 2 years but he recently broke up with me. They were many issues in our relationship. I was too negative. I didn't wanted to have sex with him at the end of the relationship. I also didn't wanted to live with him in my apartment which is tiny and I was always reproaching him some things. He wanted to do a "pause" in our relationship when I told him that I dom t want him to live in my apartment anymore. I saw him adding many girls on social media. When I ask him who were this girls, he told me that they just accepted but he must have added them two years ago. He told me I was crazy. I didn't talk to him so he told me that he went on dating apps but it was just a joke with a friend of his. I wasn't sure about my relationship anymore. I saw him sometimes but I felt that he wanted me for sex and sleeping in my apartment so I was still negative. We reach a point that he decided to broke up with me. He created a real profile on dating apps. I created a fake one to know his intentions. I even fake that I wanted sex with him just to see him. We saw each other a last time and he told me that he loves me but I don't trust him and in the future he doesn't want to have a wife which is negative to him. He promises me that we will see each other in the future but I don't know if I should believe him. He wanted us to be friends and to see if it'll change in the future but when I text him, he doesn't respond and just likes my texts. I love him but everything that happens hurts me so much. I know that I was too negative, too controlling. I m working on myself but I don't know if I should wait or what to do. (Sorry for my grammar I'm french)