Jimmy, super proud reading this mate. :-) This is exactly what we’ve been working towards. Not trying to suddenly go from 40% to 100%, but learning what helps you stay calm, learning to trust yourself and keep coming back to the process. And when things aren’t quite so, that’s what the pre-shot routine is about. A familiar place you can always return to, with confidence, to start afresh from. I love your “relax, reload and shoot again” line. Take what you need from the last boule, let it go and give the next one your full attention. When you realise you have the ability, through thought, choice and intention, to start bringing these ideas into competitive play, that’s a huge breakthrough. Once you feel that happening, it becomes much easier to start bringing other things you’ve worked on into that same competitive environment too. The question then becomes "Does or Did it appear" as the challenges get tougher or additional constraints are added. That’s the bit I’m most pleased about here. You’re starting to experience the work for yourself in competition now, and that’s when it really starts to become yours. There will still be tougher days, but you now know you have something you can return to. Really proud of you mate. Excidted to see where your journey leads you next & here's an article I published on my website to support the Week 5 work we were covering off yesterday, working through "Trust" https://www.petanquejournal.com/en/journal/petanque-confidence-trust-the-shot-under-pressure/