1. Biggest takeaway from video 3 -- Trying to make your seminal movie on the first go - is not only unwise, it's career suicide and arrogant. You have to crawl before you walk. Don't try to be the next anybody - find and express your own creative voice. Be an opportunity creator. Work with the resources I have now - and believe me, I have everything I need, except lighting perhaps. To focus on making art that I want to make and would want to see -- let the rest go -- design the doors I want to open with these films instead of making random projects that may mean nothing to me and hoping doors will open to get me where I want to be, so I can make what I want. 2. I said this before, but the no experience bothers me -- I made a very small student short in the first filmmaking class I took this past spring. I wrote it in about an hour - and immediately had a shot list in my head -- I loved writing and directing, and the end product wasn't half bad. What I am extremely intimidated by is editing - I really don't like the process, I struggle with the tech part of it, the keys on the board, even the visual setup on the computer screen - my brain just doesn't get it -- at all. And it makes me not want to make anything because the second I try to load raw footage in to Adobe or FCP - I am lost. I also don't care a ton about lenses, and the camera stuff. My strengths are the creative writing, directioning (acting) - the emotional soul of the scene, character, story. I love character driven stories, focused on human suffering, relationships, the moral compass of a person, love, death, moral courage, bravery, overcoming trauma.