thought i would be much further by this age
potential demands that i’m worldwide like domain
saturday, october twenty-sixth twenty twenty-four
drove two and a half for some black & gray therapy
got back, cleaned myself up, and it was straight to a mansion party
how can i say i wanna do more when i indulge in averageness, heavily
yeah, obviously, i’m doing better than cedric
i ain’t serving life plus five for emptying paranoia into my roomie
but i’m also not one of them boys like ceedee
can’t (s)whine about that tho, man’s heart is pigskin
sure enough, all three of us were relatively born in the same year,
yet i haven’t done anything marvel like that killer or multi-millionaire
so memory-making is on hold, i have to keep conversing with the uncomfortable
which comfortably earned your boy a “remember me” text from his mother
but little does moms know,
i slave for the man, then i moisturize in misery to become better than that man
like i didn’t even care to have a merry thanksgiving or a happy christmas
nothing else can matter when you decide to stop being life’s witness
but apart from breathing, someone help me forget that i’m thirty minus five
all it does is remind me that i let myself get
two to five behind