Since I am new hear Im starting with Day 0 journal and decided to do this openly. I have had many losses, from our home, car, and even job opportunities. To answer the questions, Im joining this challenge because somewhere I may have moved away from God, which caused all my losses. Im not sure what God is trying to teach me, maybe that he is the provider of all things and not to rely only on my own might. I want to trust that God will restore what has been lost but am afraid to let go control and that I my current situation is permanent. Being abused as a child and not having that protection I have always been in control (at least I believe). I am believing in total restoration like he did Job.