The Fork in the Road Day #1
Here is where I am in a fork in the road and I am not always very happy about it. I will give a basic description of what has happened to bring me here. I am a graduate student at the age of 51... I had to take a leave of absence due to my husband choosing a job back in our home state. We had been out of state for over 8 years, vowing to never go back in order to stay focused. When moving there I did not have my Bachelors degree yet. I was at the end. I was in a Mountain town with limited internet and a tablet completing assignments. I began working with Special Education or Special needs as the Behavior Specialist of a Head Start in Rural Mountain town. This was the beginning of my career. This earned me money I hadn't made before. I then branched out into Family Centered Therapy where I made more money. Here comes The Fork In the Road... My husband appears depressed and made a series of mistakes that caused financial harm. He then took a job in our home town and I appeared to be forced to make a decision. Upon visiting I noticed my Grandfathers memory was fading, he is 86 years old. The next was I am that he was loosing keys and wallets and individuals were around that should not be. I decided I would be okay with moving back to take care of my grandfather. However I now have no income. My husband came back for selfish reasons that did not involve my feelings. Currently I am sitting in a space that says I am invisible to those that need me except when they need me. I am taking care of an 86 year old 4 dogs and a toddler. Now I see where I am enjoying the quality time with the children and my grandfather. There is more concern about my Grandfather being alone. I am also very accustomed to living on my own as a 51 year old mother and wife and I am currently living in my Grandfathers home. My Fork in the Road is only at the intersection peak. I have no idea what to make of this so I thought I would talk about it.