What to do when you don't know where to start...
just start at the bottom, no one ever starts at the top. Get into the habit of discipline of yourself. take ownership of your actions and start! the longer you say "oh ill start sometime soon", and never actually start something, the longer you have to get to where you want to go. force yourself to be ok with failing! you dont get better with no mistakes. People with innate talent can be surpassed by people who work hard and grind everyday and learn from their mistakes! So start today and keep pushing afterwards!