At some point every man has a moment where he realizes the life he is living is not the life he actually chose. He just drifted into it. The job, the routine, the relationships, the version of himself he shows the world. None of it was a real decision. It just happened.
That moment of realization is either the beginning of something or the beginning of nothing.
It depends entirely on what you do next.
Have you had that moment? Are you there right now? What did you do with it?