hi I realise i did an introduction post without fully reading instructions so second attempt. I'm JoJo from Hackney. i hope it will evolve, the why i'm here; I'm dealing with three very difficult and debilitating physical conditions; spinal injury with nerve impingement, stage 4 endometriosis, severe heart disease as well as late diagnosed autism/adhd. Huge changes, incredible suffering and isolation. Great and profound learning too. I want to put down my hyper independence, meeting others needs without knowing how to ask for mine to be met. find my vulnerable voice to ask for help. Open up to recieving, sometimes reciprocity but also just learning how to allow love, help, money etc in. i want to put down my shame about poverty, i'm unable to work and have no other support than benefits which isn't enough to live on. in a group which adresses wealth and where people lead with descriptions of wealth etc do feel weird and need to say it out loud that my situation is systemic. Also fear of judgement. Let them judge, i cant control that i can only be honest and remain open minded. I'm willing to be suprised and helped! i hereby declare i am willing to put down any blocks to receiving and connect deeply to my deserving. And so it is xxx