My mental is pulling me down

Hello!

I'm ascendant 2 peek and currently diamond 1.

[ Background story]

I bought a new pc last November cuz my laptop was stopping me from ranking up. Before buying the pc i was plat 2 ( bately reached it ) and my overall peek is plat 3.

After playing on the new pc i reached ascendant 1 in a month since then I've been stuck between asc 1 and diamond 3 until i decided that I'm better than being stuck in that elo ( 1 day before the V26 act 2 ended i went from diamond 3 0 rr to asc 2 40 rr ).

[ The problem ]

After that my stats started to drop I've go stuck in diamond 3 almost the whole V26 act 3 and after the reset i was placed plat 2. To be honest I didn't play much in june since i had my graduation recently but right after when i started playing again i felt like i can't aim or think or play anymore. I lost confidence in myself, in my aim and in my gamesense ( i had some really good aim) whenever i do deathmatches i perform so well no matter what rank I'm against but once I'm in comp i feel stressed I can't play i play only for utils and I'm scared to fight or lose fights. I believe I'm skilled enough to reach ascendant easily but I don't know how to get confident again.

Note : whenever i play with confidence i drop over 25 kills and i solo carry easily

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My mental is pulling me down