sometimes life is going to give us seasons that require us to surrender... completely let go... so we can go through the pain that eventually leads us to our freedom.
sometimes there are no quick fixes.. or any fixes at all, other than time itself.
so...
give yourself time.. time to process.. time to grieve.. time to feel.
it's all good.. it's human.. it's healing..
the external doesn't take care of the internal..
the internal takes care of the external..
so go inwards.. that's where your treasure is, and has always been.
I believe in you so much