My Generator inner child is thriving in her new creative space with daily rhythms that include drawing, coloring, dancing and singing. This interrupts the pattern/trigger of feeling confused and afraid of being in her authenticity and supports her sacral authority. She feels so much safer now! I can see how this connects to my awakening story from Day 2 and the patterns I first noticed on Day 1!

CONNECTION ACTIVATED: My Generator inner child feels deeply connected when I honor her strategy to wait to respond and respect her sacral authority. When her strategy is violated, I notice people pleasing tendencies and frustration, but now I can respond with pausing, connecting, then responding. This explains so much about my awakening story from yesterday!

- Scene: Growing up in church, that was the therapy. If I'm struggling, I'm not trusting God enough...I need to grow in my faith, etc. I always came up short, ALWAYS - Struggle: In my triggers that I tracked from day 1, there was a lot of fear and confusion related to my relationships with my family and the friends in my life. Confusion about how I'm supposed to stand up for what I believe in, feeling torn between what I know within me and the pressure to try to explain/justify it to the world around me - Switch: It's really only been in the past few years of learning about Human Design that I started learning more about the ways my design wasn't known or honored growing up. After my divorce 5 years ago, I was living alone for the first time ever and slowly started feeling the gift of being alone with myself (honoring the 2 in my profile for the first time at 35 years old!!) - Solution: The biggest solution with my design is pausing before I respond. It has helped me to ground into myself and my own intuition and knowing rather than getting swept up in the moment of the trigger. - Significance: Everything I experience with the world around me is a reflection of my own internal state. When I started learning this and changing my own internal world, my external world started to change. That's pretty amazing and empowering!

ACTIVATING AWARENESS about my inner child's healing journey: It's impossible for my inner child to stay wounded when I honor her design because I'm giving her the unconditional love and acceptance she's been craving and needing It's impossible for me to fail at self-love when I understand my inner child's blueprint because I'm learning to understand and really know her - it makes it impossible not to love I am worthy of complete inner child integration because my divinity is inherent so all parts of me have always been worthy Ways my inner child's unique energy is actually a gift (even when she triggers me.) The number one biggest thing is that her authentic openness and emotional expression is not too much, it's actually a really powerful thing to be able to emote and express these things. Her expression is teaching me that welcoming all the waves is what brings liberation. Such a gift💝