ORIGIN: A tale of struggle, and a battle of familiarity with struggling that keeps me with nothing to show for my life other than experiences. Maybe that's all that matters? I had a vision I was no longer here, and I'm not sure what that's supposed to even mean. All I know is I am a girl who had a stressful upbringing and I have no social skills or know how to communicate effectively, but the reason I’m here is because I am currently developing to be a trader/investor. I realized the problem online is that people are told what to think but not how to think, they are given a one size fits all approach and don't develop into the traders or investors they are capable of being, and that bugs me deeply because of my upbringing and seeing people blindly follow others off into the land of "what could've been."
DESIRED FUTURE STATE: To be free. Financially, socially, mentally/emotionally, environmentally, physically, and spiritually. Free to be who I am fully capable of being. Free from being who I am today
WHY: Because all I know is to be who I've been and I'm tired of this person
FEARS: Messing it up somehow