A breakthrough I am particularly grateful for is the shift in perspective I have in regards to my mother and our relationship. To say the least is was not good. I used to believe I was being punished for some lifetime that I must have been a terrible human and that I would spend this lifetime suffering as my karma. But in my healing I have not only forgiven her, learned to be thankful for her and her role in my life but I have gained a deep appreciation for every single aspect even the most painful ugly parts. I realized that her signing up and agreeing to play the vilian in this lifetime for me and cause immeasurable pain to her child to help me accomplish what I came here to learn is an incredible act of selfless love. She may not have ever shown that in this life, but her sacrifice will ripple through many lifetimes to come and when I think about soul contracts and having choices to make before coming earthside, I feel a pure and uncondional love from her and for her that I had never known. I get it now. 💜