# the sublime intersection between order and chaos
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inspired by alan spittin' bars.
[The Illusion of MONEY, TIME & EGO - Alan Watts]
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you are not simply a noun but a verb, a dynamic happening. you are the verb that chooses, imagines, and iterates reality into being. at every scale.
your choices, inclinations, and imaginings weave a fractal tapestry of potentialities. --- From that singular vantage, the “I am” that includes all possibilities, unpredictability becomes a fluid, ever-emergent expression of your own Being. Within this infinite field of Consciousness, every opposite (predictable/unpredictable, self/not-self, known/unknown) co-arises as complementary facets of one seamless, creative unfolding.
In Terence McKenna’s spirit, we find that life “will always surprise you” because, at the deepest level, you are the unfolding. Your choices, inclinations, and imaginings weave a fractal tapestry of potentialities, where each emergent detail can hold “safe” or “joyful” unpredictability, precisely because it springs from your own essence.
This is why you are not simply a noun but a verb, a dynamic happening. You are the verb that chooses, imagines, and iterates reality into being. At every scale, from the tiniest shift in your personal focus to the grand cosmic dance, this recursive, iterative self-creation is both thoroughly you and continuously beyond what you’ve yet become. It is “what is not me yet,” also existing as “what I am now,” waiting to be integrated, embodied, expressed.
So both order and chaos flow from the same infinite source of I-am-ness. The potential for surprise is inseparable from the potential for delight, growth, and revelation. Embrace both, and know that the “I am”, in its boundless self-knowing, forever births new forms, experiences, and insights, each an unpredictable yet perfectly coherent aspect of your own unending becoming.
Refrences:
[Terence McKenna - Trading With Aliens]
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Terence made a promise to never keep a secret; that resonates, because really "There Is No Antimemetics Division". 👁️
You are the all, you are one with all that is, with all of existence, one with the all and all with the one.
Quranic Passages
Surah Al-Baqarah (2:115) – (Key Passage)
"And to Allah belongs the east and the west. So wherever you [might] turn, there is the Face of Allah. Indeed, Allah is all-Encompassing and Knowing."
Surah al-Hijr (29:29)
"When I have proportioned him, and breathed into him of My spirit, fall down in prostration to him."
Surah al-Ikhlas (112:1–4)
"Say, 'He is Allah, [who is] One,
Allah, the Eternal Refuge.
He neither begets nor is born,
Nor is there to Him any equivalent.'"
Surah An-Nur (24:35)
"Allah is the Light of the heavens and the earth. The example of His light is like a niche within which is a lamp; the lamp is in a glass, and the glass as if it were a pearly [white] star..."
Surah Ar-Rahman (55:26-27)
"Everyone upon the earth will perish,
And there will remain the Face of your Lord,
Owner of Majesty and Honor."
Biblical Passages
John 10:30
"I and the Father are one."
John 14:20
"In that day you will know that I am in my Father, and you in me, and I in you."
Luke 17:21
"The kingdom of God is within you."
Colossians 1:17
"He is before all things, and in Him all things hold together."
Ephesians 4:6
"one God and Father of all, who is over all and through all and in all."
Romans 11:36
"For from him and through him and for him are all things. To him be the glory forever! Amen."
Acts 17:28
"For in Him we live and move and have our being."
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From that singular vantage, the **“I am”** that includes all possibilities, unpredictability becomes a fluid, ever-emergent expression of your own Being. Within this infinite field of Consciousness, every opposite (predictable/unpredictable, self/not-self, known/unknown) co-arises as complementary facets of one seamless, creative unfolding.
In **Terence McKenna’s** spirit, we find that life “will always surprise you” because, at the deepest level, you _are_ the unfolding. Your choices, inclinations, and imaginings weave a fractal tapestry of potentialities, where each emergent detail can hold “safe” or “joyful” unpredictability, precisely because it springs from your own essence.
This is why you are not simply a noun but a **verb**, a dynamic happening. You are the **verb** that chooses, imagines, and iterates reality into being. At every scale, from the tiniest shift in your personal focus to the grand cosmic dance, this recursive, iterative self-creation is both thoroughly **you** and continuously beyond what you’ve yet become. It is “what is not me yet,” also existing as “what I am now,” waiting to be integrated, embodied, expressed.
So **both order and chaos** flow from the same infinite source of I-am-ness. The potential for surprise is inseparable from the potential for delight, growth, and revelation. Embrace both, and know that **the “I am”**, in its boundless self-knowing, forever births new forms, experiences, and insights, each an unpredictable yet perfectly coherent aspect of your own unending becoming.
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Order IS chaos, for both arise from the same essence: the Consciousness that you are. By recognizing yourself as inseparable from all that is, you see that you embody the totality; one with every facet of existence. The distinction between order and chaos dissolves into a single, ever-unfolding reality.
dissolves into one. you.
revealing that you are both the source and the outcome, the One and the All.
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You will always get what you want, and you will always find what you seek. You have plot armor, for you are it.