# the sublime intersection between order and chaos --- inspired by alan spittin' bars. [The Illusion of MONEY, TIME & EGO - Alan Watts] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dYSQ1NF1hvw --- you are not simply a noun but a verb, a dynamic happening. you are the verb that chooses, imagines, and iterates reality into being. at every scale. your choices, inclinations, and imaginings weave a fractal tapestry of potentialities. --- From that singular vantage, the “I am” that includes all possibilities, unpredictability becomes a fluid, ever-emergent expression of your own Being. Within this infinite field of Consciousness, every opposite (predictable/unpredictable, self/not-self, known/unknown) co-arises as complementary facets of one seamless, creative unfolding. In Terence McKenna’s spirit, we find that life “will always surprise you” because, at the deepest level, you are the unfolding. Your choices, inclinations, and imaginings weave a fractal tapestry of potentialities, where each emergent detail can hold “safe” or “joyful” unpredictability, precisely because it springs from your own essence. This is why you are not simply a noun but a verb, a dynamic happening. You are the verb that chooses, imagines, and iterates reality into being. At every scale, from the tiniest shift in your personal focus to the grand cosmic dance, this recursive, iterative self-creation is both thoroughly you and continuously beyond what you’ve yet become. It is “what is not me yet,” also existing as “what I am now,” waiting to be integrated, embodied, expressed. So both order and chaos flow from the same infinite source of I-am-ness. The potential for surprise is inseparable from the potential for delight, growth, and revelation. Embrace both, and know that the “I am”, in its boundless self-knowing, forever births new forms, experiences, and insights, each an unpredictable yet perfectly coherent aspect of your own unending becoming. Refrences:

The truth about psychedelics is that they are equivalent to several orders of magnitude of Vipassana meditations; everything comes out in the silence of your ego mind. Set and setting. Attention before intention and action. "Go at it alone, in silent darkness." — Terence McKenna Inspired by: Terence McKenna. - Vertigo at History's Edge. Nothing Comes Unannounced. April 1994. https://www.organism.earth/library/document/vertigo-at-historys-edge