You have some massive balls. I wouldn't have bought anything from anyone when I was 15-18 y/o. No wonder I was a fat, sad, depressed virgin. For some reason you did though, and that means you have the balls to take the leap and change the problem your having. Your money means nothing, obviously I do need it to live, but that isn't even close to being as important to me as helping you change your life. Congratulations brother. Action step: Check out the academy: the courses, the chats, the calendars, the calls, etc.