I almost didn’t record this.
But after a lot of prayer, I realized something that shook me…
I spent most of my life never actually allowing myself to be loved.
Not because I hated people, but because I built walls around my heart long ago and learned how to survive behind them.
This affected everything: relationships, trust, my marriage, identity… even my relationship with God.
I finally realized that sometimes ego isn’t loud pride.
Sometimes ego is the wall you build so nobody can hurt you.
This is probably the most honest video I’ve recorded so far.
If this hits you, don’t scroll past it.
Maybe this is the conversation some of us have been avoiding our whole lives.
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