Hello to you all. I just wanted to share my story from the early stages of understanding my path and myself, which was long before the grey hairs started to appear. Lol I came across Sean and his Norse pagan page on Facebook many many moons ago. It was not long after, I stepped into Utiseta Sean's utiseta programme that I embarked upon, i can honestly say, it set the stable foundations of everything I have and am still encountering upon. It cracked open the shell of ordinary consciousness and let me wander through the layered worlds within and beyond myself. It offered me a doorway into every belief system I chose to explore, not as a way to seeking answers, but as one learning to sit at the crossroads of the mind, and the unseen. To learn to control the mind, body and spirit in a way that worked for me, rather than against me, or rather trick myself through the unstable throws of the untrained imagination. It opened me up in ways that diversified all levels of consciousness. It helped structure my path of exploration. It later led me to deep dive into my own consciousness and that of beyond, leading into the quantum fields and deepening my understanding of how the mind operates. I also researched more into norse traditions and how they can fold into today's world. It's there I delved into all parts of self and aspects of self, and really pulled them apart to understand the fabric of my own self, to lead to an understanding of how everything is woven into existence. In the last year, everything shifted, having spent many years on this trajectory, my belief systems, once vibrant, began to feel heavy and worn. They no longer fit the læti of my present being, the shape of who I was becoming. Beneath all the noise, a voice from within repeated “Let it all go.” At first, I believed it meant letting go of trauma, pain, and the remnants of old wounds. That was part of it, yes. But the deeper truth was far more radical. The voice was my own, I was being asked to release every belief system I had ever built around myself. The more I sat with it, the more it made sense. I no longer needed external devices to use a crutch as I was on the journey home back to myself.