the prompt Jeff gave us I spent the last two hours working on it and reading the long response back. I can’t even right now. It left me feeling validated crying and just shifted me. For a person who thought they didn’t have it in them to cry cuz I don’t even when really really bad things happen I was to the point I don’t feel anything anymore because I just learned to shut pain out. this just touched me so deeply in a way I can’t even explain. It did something in me. The truth of every thing I been through just right there and how to really shift it and that truth being so bare in front of me how it shaped me and is shaping me to the person I know I’m becoming. To hear the truth of how it’s made me has been a total wake up call and learning of myself and my future self tonight. Hello all I am Velvet Steel! With that I need to do some real reflecting and have some honest self shadow work and I am signing off. Goodnight.